LOL first time my parents were so stupid / i m so clever that i managed to trick them into believing that i have a headache . starting to feel quite lonely thou. sister has got camp and i seldom talk to my mom too. but to think of it . i might not even survive the 4 long periods of sciences that i have before recess . so gonna miss my magic sushi .
anyway i have came to realise that the way i answer to questions and the way i act gives others wrong ideas of what my intentions were. sometimes i dont even know what have i done wrong in the first place before she actually told me about it . ok , that might be my flaw but i dont think people should dwell on it ya ? i was thinking of your 'just find anyone with a cunt' reply on msn two days back in class yesterday.. had i really done something wrong or was it only a misunderstanding . i told you about me still liking you when the matter was brought up . i'd never had expected my casual answer on me dont mind dating x and a jokingly sent sms make you so angry/disturbed that i was actually insulted.
i would really love to see things being sort out again. i had really proved to myself that i was right in liking someone like you thou you had always bullied me and stuff XD . ok u might like find everything that i typed out was bullshit but yea , i've never been able to get myself to be angry with you for a long time . take sunday for example. i was indeed pissed and stuff but i came back to look for you while u waited for px. i even 'begged' you to like not get angry . i just want us to start talking again without any hesitations by me . i was hurt too when u were actually replying to some one else's msg while u told me that u didnt have enough messages to spare. i dont understand why i had to be treated this way. i dont even have any idea why stuff like these were brought up in the first place. the way i handle my stuff. i had always thought that it was alright from the start but in the end i screwed everything up . give me some thing to do to prove to u that i really like u still. i want you to be convinced. i dont want my effort to go to waste.
can we jut like settle this pls cause i have already alot to care for . bball, sch, spams from mikhail and gang . again. i ran into trouble without knowing anything . please relieve this burden from me . please
